Hey everyone!

I took a long break from writing and what a horrible mistake that was. I learned a lot and I want to share some of my mistakes, so that you won’t make the same mistakes I made. There are a lot of updates with my life, and even with my appearance. I’ll reveal them gradually overtime so that no one feels overwhelmed.
I learned that Jesus Christ is my everything! No matter what happens in my walk with him, he still loves me. He forgives me and he doesn’t bring back my past mistakes up again, when I fall short. His grace is amazing and his mercy is spectacular! He is an ALMIGHTY GOD! Scriptures states that “For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief.” -Proverbs 24:16 KJV
So, even when I fall, I need to get up!
My parents have told me growing up that “the beginning of something is never easy.” It is a lot of work to start something new. It’s not impossible though! My mom always told me that even though I’m a hard worker that I shouldn’t hurt my body because “life continues.” I shouldn’t overwork myself because of one job. If something were to happen, someone else would take my place. Also, if I can no longer do something because either it is mentally exhausting or I cannot physically do it, that it’s okay to move on because I can start over again.
There’s no rule that says that I cannot start over. If anything, when something is not working or you make a mistake it’s recommended that you start over. Evaluate the situation and look at where you went wrong. Take some time to figure it out, that way when you’re ready to start over again you won’t repeat the same thing. Assess whatever it is so that it doesn’t become a pattern and then a cycle. That way, you can excel forward.
Another scripture states “therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” -2 Corinthians 5:17 KJV This scripture tells me that Jesus is on MY SIDE, and Jesus can fix me.
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”-1 John 1:9 KJV. God already knows everything about me. And yet he still wants me. Now that is incredible!
There’s another scripture that state that “For in death there is no remembrance of thee: in the grave who shall give thee thanks?”-Psalm 6:5 KJV To me that means that once I pass this life, that’s it. I cannot take anything with me. This world is vain. It’s good to pursue things, but not if it is causing us pain or is harmful to our being.
That’s when it’s okay to walk away and start again.
“And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet.”-Matthew 10:14 KJV. If you know you gave whatever it is you are trying to do or achieve your best shot and it is not working out, try praying about it. Then make peace with it in your heart and walk away. Don’t be afraid to start over. If it’s God’s will, if it’s meant to be, it’ll be. If it’s not, then that’s okay. “Life continues.”
Be blessed, Be Bold, and don’t forget that you are fearfully and wonderfully made!

